He wont even let me name you

he talk about you so much

I even bagan to believe he believe me

dispite my endless mounstrocities

worthy of talking about you. But now..

he wont even let me name you. So great hes need was

and must me still, to talk about you

he seldom thought

Christ!! for someone so taken to think at all

of such was noble, hard like ploughing rocks`

of how much I`ve hurt (not able always to hide that hurt

behing a shining mask of real

interest or false interest) b